I just want to be loved. genuinely loved. passionately loved. Treated right.
I want to be in love and have someone love me with everything that they have. Someone to give up their selfishness for me and someone I can do that in return for.
Someone who is dedicated and faithful and passionate. Someone who has loved me from the first day they met me or someone who has learned to love me unconditionally.
Someone who couldn’t live without me, Not just someone who thinks they love me.
I wish I had friends who cared, A best friend. Someone who If anything happened to me they would be there. Someone who If I was stranded or needed someone they would be there or at least try to help in any way they can, no matter how difficult or out of the way or inconvenient for them it is.
Sad truth is, aside from my family, I meant very little to anyone else.
I don’t have anyone to break my fall, noone to hold my hand and tell me that this will get better and mean it.
I have no other choice but to be strong, to not show weakness, to not be weak.
To be sheltered and armored and protected.
I have no crutches to hold me up when I’m hurt, weak or not up to par.
All I have is me, and sometimes, that just isn’t enough.