February 2011
You know I'm high when within 5 seconds I'm...
….
OH WAIT when am i NOT doing that?
-.-
January 2011
Wasting my life away on tumblr cause I have no...
DON’T JUDGE ME, YOU KNOW YOU BITCHEZ ARE DOING THA SAME THING.
I always get ahead of myself, instead of walking,...
All I really want to do is open up to someone completely.
Point out my flaws, what makes me weird, how I’m a little bit insane, show how awkward I am, share my secrets, tell my insecurities, give them all of me. Every vulnerable part of me..
and instead of them judging me, or running away… They listened, and loved, and never left me.
Unfortunately, I know better than to do...
When someone is trying to mouth something to you...
pileofevil asked: i love you.
<3
<3
afreestateofmind asked: Hey dont be depressed girl... you seem to be a rly nice soul.
I'm just another follower that is not leaving u :)
could u smile for me?
I'm just another follower that is not leaving u :)
could u smile for me?
Let me fall in love with you, and let me wear your...
misssongz:
</3
I hate liking someone I don't have a chance with.
On Valentine's Day:
nicholashoultdaily:
What My Friends Will Be Doing:
What I’ll Be Doing:
jsmnshh asked: i just saw your post. i don't know anything about you but i just wanna say someone does care about you. they do. yes, life fucking sucks. people fucking suck. & it gets hard but it's okay to vent & stuff but look on the bright side, there's someone somewhere who always has it a lot tougher than you.
xox0
xox0
People are fucking stupid
NOONE likes me which = me depressed=people not liking me… which = me being depressed… do I need to continue?
It’s a vicious cycle. and if you can’t handle me expressing my depression, and can only deal when I’m expressing my happiness, leave me alone.
I don’t fucking do it for attention, I do it because I’M FUCKING UPSET AND DEPRESSED AND SUICIDAL.
IT...
mikh4i asked: and i'm sure a lot of people like you asia, and the one's that don't...most likely don't serve a purpose in your life anyway right?
mikh4i asked: wtf, no haha. don't worry i get what you mean, because i have the same exact problem. =\ but yeah, hope all is okay with you.
mikh4i asked: not at all. what made you think that? we hardly even worked together haha.
When guys have that sleepy voice.
vienenzombies:
mikh4i asked: you're a great and strong person asia
gaaaaah
what a trainwreck I am sometimes. haha
My instant reaction when I hear Chris Brown's...
vanishedknights:
Oh no big deal
tryna kill myself and all..
when it’s too late will it be a big enough deal?
I'm addicted to working out til I feel I need to...
-.- is that weird?
and then once i rest, i want to work out again.
WHATS WRONG WITH ME?
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Feeling better now, keeping my goals in mind, I...
I need tomorrow more than ever
I need to get out of gilroy, even if it’s just to san jose
I need to go to the mall
I need to get my favorite pasta
I need to go thrifting
I need to spend time with one of my best friends, acting like bros, spilling our heart out, eating lots of food, acting a fool.
I can’t wait for tomorrow, I just. need. to. get. through. the . day.
alysuuhhh asked: "At a certain part in your life. Probably when too much of it has gone by. You will open your eyes and see yourself for who you are. Especially for everything that made you so different from all the awful normals. And you will say to yourself, "But I am this person." And in that statement, that correction, there will be a kind of love. "
I'm having a bad night
Feeling really low :”(